How life crumbles

When I started this school year I came into with little hope of it being any better than it was the year before. Quickly I realized though I was dead wrong. I found myself a kinda new group of friends and they are just the most fantastic group of people ever. I have had some much fun this school year with these people, and even when I found out I was moving it didn't get me down because at the time I still had 9 months with them. 9 months I expected to make the most of, but somewhere between Nicole and Patrick breaking up and yesterday this awesome life fell to peices.

You see, I made the mistake of flirting with my best friends. Chris, greatest British guy I know, kinda fell in love with me. But I really don't feel the same. Then the couple we all thought would last forever, Nicole and Patrick, broke up. This is okay, but sorta made things awkward at the lunch table. Few months later, my best and really only girl friend, has to move. And it's not like me where she gets to finish up the school year before she goes, nope this weekend. I thought my moving would be the saddest thing to happen this year, but boy was I wrong. So Nicole's leaving me to be the only female at the lunch table, surounded by nerdy boys who have crushes on me. Could this year fall lower?

There are still a few good things left, Morgan and I have been really close lately. I'm doing tech for the school musical with Patrick which has the potentional to become really fun after we get to know everyone and actuelly have something to do. Oh well I guess I'll just have to wait to see if things get better.