I'm tired

This week has been soooooooooo long and it's still not over. I can't even begin to tell you how long and drug out it has been because it's just that bad, plus it might bore you to death. But any ways I think it has to do with this being the first week of Nicole being gone. Everything was upbeat and fun when she was here now I go to school and look for the person who's suposed to step up and fill her spot but I can't anyone. In a way I guess I've been trying to take up her postition but it's not working because I'm not as funny as her and I'm missing the giant boobs.

My mom is gone as well so that sorta adds to it. I love my mommy and I can't wait until she comes home. I really missed her when she wasn't there for me when Nicole left.

Tech started. That's pretty fun, but I really only have one good friend there. Plus there is this stupid little kid that drives me insane! OMG he is the appidamey (sp?) of stupid freshmen. He thinks he knows exactly what to do and that he can do it better than anyone else. One day I'm gonna knock him over the head with a hammer when no ones looking. But for the most part I like it, it's something new I've never tried and I'm not super bad at it. I usually really suck at building things and painting, but I haven't messed anything up yet so I guess I'm not as bad as I thought.

Math this sememster is kicking my ass. It is sooo hard that it makes me want to cry. I'm really not cut out for honors math class and I want to kill Mr. Vogal for thinking I could handle it. Chemistry is getting harder as well. Science and math my two least favorite subjects are the ones that are getting tougher, why? If they were throwing harder English stuff at me I could probably handle it but no. I hate school.

So pretty much I am completely exahuasted from this week. The thing is though is I'm afraid all the weeks left until I move are going to be like this. I hope not or else I'll never survive.